True Love (part 2)
I once believed true love to be a myth. But then my life became amazing. But once again true love is proven to not exist. Hearts ripped out an bleeding, I hope you hear my screaming. Because this is the downfall of me.
I’m done
I’m tired of peoples shit. I treat people as best as I can and they fucking ignore me. Fuck people, fuck this town, and fuck people who treat others like shit. I’m done.
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A Phoenix
The devastating losses
Losing one friend is hard, but losing two is much worse. I don’t have a clue what I’ve done to them to cause them to leave my life. I am torn to shreds. Life seems pointless and bland. One was a good friend that was always there for me. The other was the girl of my dreams. I had never been so in love with any girl. My heart is crying out to god to make things better, but it hears no reply. The pieces of my heart have lost all hope and will to come back together. I am tired of losing all the people I am close to. I am so close to giving up on all of this. What am I truly worth? Am I so worthless that I will never be happy? Or am I worth something and people just play with my feelings? Do people care about me. I’m so afraid of happiness and love. I cannot tell whether it is true or false. I’m desperate to feel wanted. What do I do?
True love is a joke
You used to tell me you loved me. We believed we were really in love. I had never been so happy with anyone before. I had some problems with my confidence you said. So you went back to your ex. I warned you bad things would happen, and I was right. Now you’re upset. You say we’re friends. But truly we’re less than that. I have a feeling you’re using me. You talk about this David that’s with you that’s your best friend. So everything you said was lies? Everything told from you to me. There is no true love. And there is no love.
Your Stupid Decesion
You had happiness, but with one mistake you forced it away as if you didn’t want it. You pushed away what you said you had loved even though it couldve been saved. You went back to the corrupted love you once cherished. The love that purposely hurt you, cheated, and left you. Why did you make such a stupid decision? It makes no sense to me. I tried to save it but you said no. In the end I gave up. You showed you didn’t care, didn’t love, and didnt plan to fix it. When your heart gets broken again don’t come to me and ask for help. I’m done.
I’m done
I’m tired of the bull shit life gives me. Every time I’m happy I get screwed over. I’m done with it. You’ve ruined my life, just remember that and I bet you’ll just feel great about yourself for all the anger, pain, and frustration you’ve caused me. This is the end. This is my demise.
Fix your mistakes
Everybody makes mistakes in their daily lives. Some mistakes can go on unnoticed. But some have to be corrected. We all need to learn this valuable lesson in our lifetime. I realized it yesterday. I realized how bad I had messed up. I knew that I had to make things right or I could never forgive myself. I’m still trying to straighten things out; and so far it seems to be working. Wish me luck on this endeavor.
